My first crush of the year................

I donno what to write about her, she is gorgeous, beautiful and an army officer.....
ya, she is an army officer, but too young for the post as she is just 21....
I can't beleive, even Indian Army has such precious gems with them. O GOD, plz plz plz send her here, atleast for a day.....
I don't have words to express my feelings, but still wanna scribble them, donno why....

Thanks to the PD Course, due to which I got the opportunity to visit 3 MTR TRG REGT (3 Millitary Training Regiment) and 3 TTR TRG REGT (3 Technical Training Regiment), yesterday, i.e. Saturday, April 7th,07.
We left the campus in morning for 3 MTR, Madgaon, and met Major there, who gave a nice presentation and influenced us to join INDIAN ARMY as an engineer, followed by breakfast (awesome), observed drilling and marchpast there. Then came the most exciting thing which I'd never done ever before in my life and that was firing with a military weapon at the shooting range. I fired just 3 rounds. The sound of firing was terrible.At last we had a small conversation with Major, JCOs there and we left for 3 TTR camp at Bambolim.
We were welcomed by them and were shown a small presentation on the activities of the 3 TTR in Goa, which is the first e-inaugurated organization of the country. Gosch!!! just look at the infrastructure and technology used, incredible..... Even INDIAN ARMY uses such technology and their buildings are marvelous, I never thought of it. We saw all the labs there and during my visit to optical fibre Lab I saw her........still remember that moment....I asked Avinash, is she an officer?? Amazing, she is too good....
I saw Lt. Col. chatting very frankly to her and donno why I was jealous of him. I thought he is her hubby or might be that stupid Col. is flirting with her. I was a bit confused but didn't loose the hope. I followed her everywhere like HUTCH - "Whereever you go, We follows". I visited each and every place following her, even I reached her Bike (when she departed from there to have lunch with us) and was ready to sit on back seat when she smiled at me and asked, you wanna come with me till the Mess and I didn't reply for a minute. Then suddenly, I come back to my senses and reluctantly said NO and we left to mess by bus.
On reaching the Mess, they both welcomed us. I was again dreaming about her only and was just stareing her all the time. I donno what she thought, but she smiled and asked me to have lunch. I was afraid now, I thought she caught me twice. But, now I didn't dare to sit next to her and have lunch but I just find a place where I could see her and she couldn't catch me. GOD!!! I didn't eat much (even when the luch was pretty good), I just looked at her all the time. "Ye kya ho raha hai", I was just thinking about it only. Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming and nothing else, what's this?? I donno but throughout the lunch I just stared at her, even if she noticed that many times but I didn't stop doing that. At last, it was the time to return back to campus. I just asked a simple question to her while shaking hand with her, "Are you married and for how many years you've been in Army?" and she politely replied,"Its been only 5 months and she is unmarried", she said it with a gr8 laugh....everybody was looking at both of us only. Then we had a group photo and we departed from there. I was just looking behind all the time till my eyes weren't able to see her.....
O GOD, please tell me her name and send me her pic....Save me GOD...Why am I goin mad bout her??
Can't write more now, I am not feeling like writing more.....Leave me alone....PLzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

PS: She spend her 1 year, during traing at IMA Dehradun, shown in the pic, above my town's pic.

Look, the sense of security in gals !!!!!

Hey Frenz, I got this forwarded mail few days back from a very good friend of mine, won't mention her name, obviously. Look what the gals of our campus feel....hehe...
So, here it goes:......

The problems with GUYS :

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely , he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from VILLAGE.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS .
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE ;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do !! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM , he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't , he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED ;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE , u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES , he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;
If he does WELL , it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE !!
& sooo hard to please !!!!!

If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

The moral of the story is???????

Quantum Quantum Quantum............

Quantum, the word itself sounds the toughness of the meaning. Though I took it lightly, by choosing it as my elective(might be drunk at the time of choosing the electives). "QUANTUM INFO. & COMPUTING", BITS GC 386, though the subject seems to be very scoring with a dedicated IC as Dr. Radhika Vatsan, but its not easy at all. Though after the first lecture only, I got the feel of getting f***** up in this subject but I didnt loose hope that time which I do now. Test-2,an open book, horrible one showed me the way of a sure C grade now. Just look at the average, 22/75, in a class of 9 ten pointers and no one being below 8 CGPA. She managed to gave a question paper of MIT, ( not Manipal or Meerut Insti.), but MIT,USA and she expected us to solve it. Brrrrrr...
But, few "Bonds", like Lynus, Mustafa, Ashwin, managed to get 67,65,53 resp. and were successful in increasing the average of the subject, bambooing rest of the people. Now, after being screwed in the subject, I just wanna murder Vatsan for her latest statement, "Compre gonna be more tougher than this as the course will get tougher as it proceeds". Wtf....
These all Profs. are "Frustoos", and they just wanna screw us, whenever they get a chance. Now, I've decided, never go by name and take an elective for fun. Remember,"Dikhawo pe na jao , apni akkal lagao"....LOLZZZz
Let see what happens next with this f****** "Quantum"...........

PS: Another pic of my small town, as asked by you frenz......

My First blog

Well to start with, writing a first blog for me is really a difficult task. As I have no idea about what should be written in First blog, so I'll just try it.
First looking into the meaning of "my-feelings", my blog title, as I am very emotional kindaa person, not always, so I write everything with my heart not with brains (my bro says so). Friends, I am here to say/comment everything from my heart, so don't mind if it hurts anyone. See, me became senti again, hehe...
As of now I have no topic to share, so lemme try to describe myself, I am asked to do so very often...
Akshat, my name, means "Whom No One Can Hurt or Who cant Be hurt"; actuallly "Akshat" means unbreakable literally, its also used as a term for the rice used in pooja which is to be whole rice and not broken pieces, for the record it means- complete...like without faults fearlessness!!! Purity!!! Although my Dad never remember my name, he knows one word,"MICKU", thats my nick name...hehe.... I think the name,"AKSHAT", very well describes me but there are many things except the meaning which I gonna tell you now:-
I am very frank person, loves to face challenges in life and want to fulfill my ambitions as well. I speaks truth almost always and expect the same from my friends too. I am open to all my friends, you can ask for any help, any time and I'll try to help you at my best. I always stands by my friends, cares about absolutely everyone around me and am always willing to help them!! I am determined and have fixed aims in life. I am a big lover of old hindi classics(Lata, Rafi, Kishore etc.) and novels (Shivani, Premchand etc.)
My testimonials can better describe me:-
Nimit .....: well akshat ..... one of the most straighforward guys i have met in my life . this guycalls a spade a spade . Never saw him shying away from a problem . the only guy who has the guts to go to the faculty and tell about our problems . as far is i know him the guy is pragmatic , organised and knows what he has to achieve . stands by his friends always . he is my cafe buddy . about other things he is always ready to pull up your leg but most of the time we get the better of him . a great friend to have ....... get to know him ..... fast .
Rajat: abt akshat...well he is a gr8 friend of mine here...he s a very genuine person nd cares abt absolutely everyone around him ..nd is always willing to help the underdog!!...quite a phodu at studies....has a lot of different personality traits .....also has fixed aims in life(unlike me!)....overall fun to hang out with...ill always rem the many discussions we had nd here s hoping for many more!..nd thnks with the wrkshop project!!
Ankit: well akshat-my batchmate here in bits.what to say bout him!! a good and helpful frnd always ready to help anyone.totally devoted and committed to his studies.a strategic planner and possesses good managerial skills(see the way he plans his studies).
a big lover of old hindi songs and a gud cook 2(cooks all sort of dishes in his room).has head strong determination and always the forerunner in fightin fightin wid bits authorities for what he deserves(be it lack of electives or tranfer ).a perfect mumma's boy.
Freinds, this was a small attempt to describe myself, can't do better than this....
Your comments can further describe me...lol...
So, here I conclude with my description, though it can never end.

PS: I am very emotional and talkative which is well proved by my first blog...hahaha...And the pic, you can see above, is of my hometown, Srinagar(Garhwal),Uttaranchal.